*Smilies!!!* yay!!!!!

hihihi! I am still happy :) and actually, I'm even happier. Yesterday, Brian came to band (no steven tho... :( ) but Brian was there. So anyways. I was teasing him about missing class on wednesday, and he pretended that he was sick, so we laughed. then suddenly he asked me, "Jill? You don't hate me do you?" And I was like, shocked, that he would ask such a thing so I asked, "Why would I hate you?" And he said, "Because I tease you... you know that I am joking with you right?" and I said, "yes, I am used to being teased." and he asked again, "So you don't hate me then?" And I just said, "No, I don't hate you at all." and just said, "good." and smiled at me :) Thru-out the hour he kept flirting with me. And he was just really nice... he didn't make fun of me at all! :) it was kinda strange, because I kept expecting him to make fun of me when I slaughtered Steven's first solo. haha. but I just started laughing, so he laughed with me. And then on the 2nd solo, I rushed it, and so he gave me some constructive criticism really nicely :) And so we ended up playing the section of the 2nd solo again, and it went a LOT better. lol. And he stopped in the middle of when we were playing Doo-dots that are b to a.... and looked at me and whispered, "Good job!" and it threw me off and I stopped playing and just stared at my music smiling :) And then the conductor actually cut us off, and I looked over at him and said, "So... was that time better?" And he looked at me and was like, "That was why I said good job." and I smiled and said, "Thanks :)" And he was like, "I wouldn't lie to you."

It's really nice to like him :) He seems to just like to make me smile. He may do it and be really goofy with it, but it's really nice :) He kept smiling at me, and when I would look at him, he would get a really serious look and then like, twitch his nose. Making me laugh. At one point, I looked over at him, and he was looking at me thru part of his saxophone, and was like, "Jill, I can see you!!!!!" it was cute. And then I looked at him again, and the tenor sax player that sits on his other side (Chad) looked over at me and gave me a funny look and looked down at Brian, and then back up at me and smiled at me... it was kinda awkward... because I'm not exactly SURE what he was saying...

So anyways, yesterday was a really really good day :) It was full of happiness for me. :)

Jill