How i wonder where you're at. MSN is starting to become a thing of the past, and it makes me sad. Nobody is online on a saturday, at noon... what is coming to the world? I am bored, and lonely. But mostly lonely.
Have you ever had something to say to someone, but been to scared to say it? In fear that they won't understand, and that no good will come from what they say? yeah... I do have something to say, but I'm scared to say it to them. This has been the longest 2 weeks ever.
I want to bitch about someone, but the only person I can talk about that person with is my little brother, and we don't talk too often. We talked on the way to Leeds the other day, and it was really nice. I liked talking to him.
When you get into a fight with a best friend, and are doing the whole vengeful crap of, "I'll find a new best friend!" Do you ever go looking, but just KNOW that they were the best friend that you could ever have? But maybe they're not ready to admit it about you, so they keep on being vengeful, while you wait and watch, being devistated with every knew best friend the come upon? Well, it doesn't nessesarily have to be a best friend. But somebody that is in your life, that you know that you can't live without?
There's a person in my life, that I have come to realize means everything to me, even if I deny it over and over. I can look all I want for somebody to fill their position, but nobody can live up to their greatness. I am just afraid that they can go living with out me... and that they have found someone to replace me.....
Jill
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ok, i understood the end of that
You don't understand it. You may know who it is about. But you knew nothing of how I felt. go to hell.
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