Tuesday, January 31, 2006
over and done with
I am sick and tired of the way he treated me. I kept going back, and forgiving him. And evidently "I love you" means nothing to him. I really hate what he has done this time. McKray, I am sorry that you had to end up being best friends with such an ass, and loving a bitchy girl that doesn't know a good guy when she sees one. Jared and I are always here for you, if you need us. I feel so stupid.... Steven was right... Ashley was right... but I didn't listen. I listened to my "heart" which was evidently wrong. i don't know anything anymore... love was the only thing I could know and understand... and all that was a lie... I have lost my "best friend" to a bitch. I never want to see either of them again. Trust me, he WILL regret that he ever broke my heart.
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i dont know what to say. like, i cant find any words to express just how sorry i feel about all this messy business... all i can say is that im really sorry, i feel for you, even though u dont think i for sure know what it was like, i have a real bright idea... and i know that it sucks SO BAD to have to go through such heartbreak, anger, frustration, and all that other stuff... just know that Miah is here for ya, mmkay? even though im not always reliable with some things... i really do try! REMEMBER THE PENGUINS! hehe.*hugs* love you jilly!
--Miah
Jill, we haven't been incredibly close, but I WILL be here for you when you need someone, anyone. I've always liked you. Even though we really haven't done anythign together, the little we have done, like getting frogs at the fair, or eating lunch together last year... it was fun. I AM here for you Jill, good and bad, even if you don't consider me a friend, I'd be happy to do about any favor for you. Really, I do wish you the best.
-Alexis
thanks guys. I was really upset when I wrote this. Even tho I still do feel the same.... Alexis: I will try to get along better with you. Jared is my little brother, so when somebody messes with him, they piss me off bad... but he seems to still talk to you, so I guess I can do the same.
Jill
Well, Jill, Jared and I are best friends. "messing with him" is something I won't deny, though, I didn't do it intentionally. -and i've found my way out of that cycle now. It's totally understandable why you'd be upset with me. Me and him? -It's solved now, I promise.
im just like you, as ive said before. justin did the same thing, and i followed my heart, which was the wrong thing to do. i was told by my closest friends that he was gonna hurt me and i still let it happen. its hard to listen to ppl tell you a guy u like is being a jerk. you didnt want to see the bad. now you do, and you are better off for it. he doesnt deserve a great girl like you. you are amazing, and beautiful, and u dont deserve to be treated like that. its his loss jill, not yours. he will regret it, like you said. im really sorry you had to go through this, cause no one, especially you, deserves it. im here when you need me. im not going anywhere. i love u jilly!
*lots of huggs*
ashley
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